Monetary Pursuit Trap!! (off topic)

I sit here at 3am 800 miles from my wife and kids. Sleeping on the bed in my semi truck. A thought has crossed my mind that periodically jumps into my head like a bomb. What the hell am I doing? What am I missing out of REAL life? Not the 'monetary pursuit' life, but the real deal, hugs, kisses, laughs, Daddy, Husband LIFE. Is it worth it? Don't ever over pursue a dollar. I believe some do so blindly they miss all the important things that REAL life has to offer, the good stuff. They delude themselves by thinking they're doing what they must. While chasing a dollar to give it to another facet of life they didn't really need in the first place. I'm gonna stay focused on the prize in hopes of not waking up a broken down old fool, who SPENT his whole life and never received any REAL life in return. It IS a trap, find the middle ground and enjoy the fruit of your labor.